A Looooooooooong chat!!!!!!!!!

I broke my own guinness record--

I chatted with Rosi* for nearly 4 hours from afternoon till evening on MSN!!!

An exceptionally funny German friend,
cooking in residence,
contact with family and friends,
noble traveling plans,
hilarious traveling adventures,
financial state of being at the edge of bankruptcy ... hehe... ;-)

Reli can't believe it! We have so much to talk about!

These days I started to anticipate the feeling out of place when I'm back home. Don't wanna go back at all 'cause I'm so used to be here.

It's all about the absence--

we both are somewhat absent from each other's lives for a certain period, and so many stuff that happen during that period can change one's habits, personalities, values etc. There has to be so many struggles and stages that you have to go thru before you get to where you are right now. And there's so much that only those who have been away can tell or identify with. Refusing to go back is another issue.

It's hard. It's reli hard

to get back to the normal life again. I mean, who wants to live in the same way after experiencing another way of life? It doesn't necessarily mean the new way of life is better all the time. It does have its downside. But it's like now you're a step further than you were and it's cruel to tell yourself to step back and return to the old world, living the old way of life! Things aren't just the same anymore. If you're a different person now, it seems that there's no way that you can fit in the old way of life.

Mmm... but on the other hand, I also think if you're a better person now, the capacity and capability that you have should enable you to deal with all these problems.

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Well, I'll never know... until the time to move on has come...

So I found it was such a relief to talk all about these w/ Rosi today. Plus we both are defering our year of graduation~~~ (which is another great, great relief!!!! ;-) )

Haha... seems that both of us hav become SO restless! Restless!! Or addicted to traveling!!!When you think of our graceful ambition of going to another continent!!! After all, it's only an ocean across!!!! We are not that far!!! hehe...




*Rosi--my girl friend who is now in ... in a place where you can find Santa!!! Wow~~~