Friday, June 29, 2007

I'm back after more than a year. Opening another blog over a year ago was for the sake of convenience. At that time, not a single college friend of mine used blogspot. So later I signed up the one that they were using just for leaving comments but eventually I moved all over there.

A year has passed. As I was reading all those entries, it surprised me that very often, I wasn't writing what I think, or feel, but sth more, or less, than what I think and feel. Perhaps knowing that somebody I know is reading my blog makes me think twice before writing. And for me, thinking twice means trying to fabricate stories to entertain, to appease, or to portray myself in a better light.

I don't like it when I can't be myself even at what I thought to be the least scrutinized place. There is enough hypocriscy surrounding me and the world doesn't need me to expand on it. I'd try to be honest to myself from now on, at least here at my own blog. :)

Welcome back to my blog!