Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Shall I compare thee to ...

I hope I don’t sound like a bitch who talks behind somebody’s back. But even if I do, I think I’ve been keeping my mouth shut to others for long and have been trying to laugh it off as best as I could.

This lady who I met at the beginning of school year pissed me off. Congratulations to her – she’s the first person who I’ve ever referred as “bitch.” Probably the last one as well. Lack of common sense and life experience of a person doesn’t bother me, for this is what I’m learning. Besides, I believe that we learn from each other as we travel down life’s pathway. What gets on my nerve, though, is this lady’s trying to portray herself in the best light possible—even when somebody retarded can tell her defense for her lies are totally clueless. There isn’t a lack of instances when she proved herself is nothing but a bitch.

What the f***ing hell are you talking about?

Going to Vancouver for skiing in November? Hello hello it’s on the west coast and west coast doesn’t snow as much as here in the east. What’s more- It hasn’t snowed yet!!! =.=”

I’m sorry-you’ve been to 3 provinces here in Canada? Ha- when were Montreal and Quebec City considered to be in 2 separate provinces??? Wow. Looks like the internal conflict of Quebec’s gonna cause the PM even more headache, after the growing segregation of Quebec from English Canada…

Hum… Quebec used to be a colony of France… that’s why Quebecois speak French…

Oh thanks—now I know the ice cappuccino of Starbucks is good and is your favorite.

Oh yea? You’ve seen so many films! So what do you think about it? (Then she starts talking shit!)



The list goes on and on.


Yup, she’s clueless. I dare to say nobody on earth I’ve ever met can be compared to this intelligent lady who tirelessly shares what she knows about chocolate, cheese, wine, paintings, movies, coffee and blah blah blah. She’s definitely generous in sharing her hilarious stories
with numerous guys and showing her dedication in high fashion. What is she trying to say—is how much I’m fortunate to get to know this wonderful lady once in a lifetime!

However glamorous she portrays herself to be, it sucks when you come to have conversation with her. The expertise she claims to be in would soon turn to be mere trivial knowledge without substance. Asking what she thinks about the film or any subject that she's just talked about, she’s always talking crap. No independent thinking but always trying to be a person she thinks other people would want her to be. Oh yea, you’re the dancing queen! No other girls than you can catch more eyeballs of guys. :-/ Even when she was declined by her friends few days before they set off for a trip, she still had no clue what happened. Oh, come on—activate your brain, for heaven’s sake!!! Didn’t you know they HATE you? They told me that they would turn you down long before you realized there was sth wrong. It’s just that you’re stupid!

Well, everything’s approaching to an end. I know I should go on keeping my mouth shut. But after reading her blog, I realized she didn’t learn any lessons. NOT AT ALL! She seems to have an endless list of graceful reasons to excuse herself from this and that—anything that she knows she doesn’t know. The paralyzing fear of being inferior within her must have blinded her from admitting her weaknesses. Wrongly thinks that she lives in a wonderful world surrounded by wonderful people, she feels amused and satisfied by the artificiality and temporary glamour she tries to put on. Perhaps she’s so dumb that she doesn’t even feel the emptiness and loneliness. Perhaps … Sigh! I don’t know. She deserves NO sympathy!!!!

I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch or lose any composure I'm supposed to have. I apologize if you're disturbed by the coarse language I used. This entry doesn't mean to offend anyone and I don't claim to have any right to judge anyone. I just can't keep my feelings repressed and have no way to express this after such a long time, esp after seeing her blog just now. Now I've decided that this deadly stupid f***ing bitch should be forever forgotten. Not in my life anymore!



I'll laugh it off and treat it as a funny story to tell. Life is too short to get pissed off all the time.

No comments: